Why did they choose me?
Why the nagging questions?
Why bombard my head with guilt?
Why is the end so far?
Why the beginning so repulsing?
Do I deserve it?
Why did the elixir of life lose its potency?
Why does the tick of time so loud?
Why the voices in my head?
Am I mad?
Why is my mind churning like a black hotel?
Why does the echoes of my thoughts sound so endlessly?
Why is this suicide thought crawling in my mind?
Why is life so repulsing?
Why does fate turn into a nemesis?
Why does destiny leave me to travel alone?
Why am I thinking of all this?